so many things have happened over the past few months. I just had an appraisal ..if you can call it that!!...I mean its so low that I would have to bend twice over and still find that its buried so deep underneath.Pretty disappointed but I spoke to sis and she asked me to take a breather and not act rash.She knows me pretty well I must say.. normally if somethign pisses me off i act like the mother of all hurricanes and spit fire on anything that comes within a 5 km radius (do hurricanes spit fire..dont remember) and then calm down...gives me release of tension.maybe i shudve been a steam engine or a pressure cooker..like right now...I mean am at work....and everyone....everyone makes fun of me..in the sense I am the target like 79 times out of 100, and yet i dont complain. Am told its people's way of expressing their love though personally i wud prefer chocolates, books, cd,s etc...am kinda used to it and i must admit that if I am not picked on or am not in the lime light I get morose...hehe...neways so I am at lunch and I make fun of this guy...he got so pissed that he yelled at me and asked me to stop..saying it was getting too much....I was zapped.;...I mean why does it have to be different when I make fun of someone....wht the fuck............................................................................................so pissed that i was like almost growing horns....O calmed me down...and she told me that just tell him sorry...and next time if he does nething to chew his head off....waiting for next time:)


went out with P on satuday...had a great time:)...went to a mall..and looked at sexy shoes... I mean am not exactly the "high heeled type".. fall and trip even on flats...so y risk the heels..neways they were so amazing...sexy flats....wedges...and these shoes which were a combo between a pair of sneakers and floaters...damn neat and sportyy.. also saw sexy gym wear adididas..whcih really made me wanna gym....which reminds me I need to join again.....something ive been cointemplating for months now....

also trying to complete my modules and projects for the forthcoming exam....arrrgghhhhh its killing.....need to ask for study leave etc etc////gawd nose



meways guess life is aweosme inspite of all this....i guess...