daHDGSKAHFLSFJLAFLAJF;AKF;LAK.....this is my state of mind rt now...just attended my frnds engagement..was good fun..had a general nice time....the usual questions of...oh do u remeber me??/and when are u getting married???...like its the whole worlds business to get u married if u cross a certain age limit...

sometimes i wonder if i shud have such a stupid tongue...which has no mind of its own.,,,why i cant think and reason logically when it comes to me....why is it that when ur telling some other person..u talk such great things...and when it comes to u...u just refuse to see the whole picture..

whts the purpose of life???of living???just doing wat u do everyday....?isnt there some other purpose??are we all just machines programmed to do some shit everyday, day afer day??

rt now i feel like i am not me at all...i dunno wht i'm thinking...wht i'm feeling...is this something tht happens to all people? ...really hoping i can get bak to being me..thts much more fun...